Mutton Pie
White on grey, smoke unravels
coughed up by a cinnamon spin
of mutton and spice, garlic and rice
3 seats for a family of four.
Close-by,
two scrupulous bedrooms,
where full-bellied children sleep-
indifferent to tastes, burns and burnt tastes,
And a Master room for one.
There she smells
the lingering scent of cinnamon and spice.
Unable to veil traces of heated passion
from where he lies tonight,
working late.
A secret is no secret when denied
simply a sadness, betrayed by quiet eyes
like those belonging to mother of two-
children of whom-
must not reveal the flames of his woo-
her his (that is).
In his eyes,
she sees the remains of another reflection
since he cannot hide
where the other lies in them-
his her (that is).
This scorned collection
of soiled familial dignity
is damning for her.
It holds no place outside the home
so it must overflow
off the burnt edges
of tonight’s mutton pie.
Out of the oven too hard and too late
with a smell left to diffuse
through spaces where it has no place;
and into someone else’s night.
Tomorrow
he will carry the smell home,
until it mingles and rises
into a better-baked mutton pie,
through the windows
into a loveless sky